The Blacklisted One

Years spent in high school was totally boring,

I was lucky to have someone who genuinely be my friend,

I was so closed to you at that time,

We used to be together wherever we go,

We shared almost everything,

The sads and happiness,

You’re the true joy for me,

No one can stand in the middle of this friendship and try to destroy it,

With the strength that we had,

We build a very strong bond,

But then I realized I am falling in love with you,

Loving you is a biggest mistake I suppose,

I ever imagined it must be hard if you’re no longer sit beside me to hear my problems and stuffs,

But then it did happened even though  I never wished it to be happen,

We been so far away even though we met everyday,

Similarities that we have is the separate-wall for us,

Differences powered them all,

I run miles away on hope tp leave this broken friendship,
But I can't,

Till now I still trying to forget you,

I would never lie anymore,

It’s hurt when thinking about it just by myself,

Now, I releasing them to make all you to understand what I’ve been thru before,

And now is best time for me to leave everything behind and start forgetting you.

I’m sorry, you’re the blacklisted one,
Eventhough this is not what I want.