The Important Ones

7.02 in the morning-April 6 1992 was the most memorable moment when I took a very first deep breathe in this brand new world to me. I was a wonderful gift to a new married couple. We lived in a very little number of family members but have a lot of loves and genuineness. I was raised to be a well-manners human being. They'd been teach me to how to wear clothes, how to differentiate the pros and cons in life, the dos and don’ts and so on. Me, myself was so silent and love to be alone when I was a kid. The neighbors won’t see me play with their children. I spent too much of the time at home and school. But, both of them are the ones who always accompanying me for whatever I did. They always give chances for me to make my own decision and choose what I want to be by myself. When I made mistakes, they will give the most usable advices. Obviously, there is a reason why they advising me. There is a reason why they scolding me. There is a reason why they disallowing me from doing something. There is a reason why they keep watching me more than other things. There is a reason why I suppose to listen to them. There is a reason why I don’t want to hurt them. There is a reason why I won’t do all these above because there is no reason why I love them so much! You are the important ones, Mak and Abah! :’)

LOOKBOOK's Lover

All of these picturas were taken from LOOKBOOK <3

Textbooks Sexspot

Everyone has passions to something.

Some of them will turning crazy when get (or even just hear of) what they love to have.

It’s happening to me to.

I would be crazy with or without this thing.

What is the thing that I keep talking about? It’s my closest-to-me textbook, I mean Fashion Magazine!!!

I adore and love to read and spend most of my times and cashes on them.

20 dollar is the lowest cost to buy this desire of mine per week.

Harper’s Bazaar, Style and Marie Claire are my top-loved magazines.

You can throw me wherever you want; I need nothing to survive but fashion magazes ( and foodies HAHA )!!! 

They are my loyal mates.

Contented pages gave lots of present ideas and updated stuffs in fashion.

What we should wear and what’s not to buy at all.

I’m a drop-dead fashion lover.

I’m so alone without it, means nobody could stop me from addicting myself to it.

 ‘Everything is fashion. All fashioned things are the things that will make me happy’.

This quote wrote by me not either Anna Wintour or Alexander Mcqueen. rofl .

THE END.

The Blacklisted One

Years spent in high school was totally boring,

I was lucky to have someone who genuinely be my friend,

I was so closed to you at that time,

We used to be together wherever we go,

We shared almost everything,

The sads and happiness,

You’re the true joy for me,

No one can stand in the middle of this friendship and try to destroy it,

With the strength that we had,

We build a very strong bond,

But then I realized I am falling in love with you,

Loving you is a biggest mistake I suppose,

I ever imagined it must be hard if you’re no longer sit beside me to hear my problems and stuffs,

But then it did happened even though  I never wished it to be happen,

We been so far away even though we met everyday,

Similarities that we have is the separate-wall for us,

Differences powered them all,

I run miles away on hope tp leave this broken friendship,
But I can't,

Till now I still trying to forget you,

I would never lie anymore,

It’s hurt when thinking about it just by myself,

Now, I releasing them to make all you to understand what I’ve been thru before,

And now is best time for me to leave everything behind and start forgetting you.

I’m sorry, you’re the blacklisted one,
Eventhough this is not what I want.